I’m noticing stuff about MONEY. That’s right, I’m going to talk about it! MONEY MONEY MONEY!
Personally, I love money. And money loves me! I wasn’t always here. I’ve completely transformed my relationship to it. I let go of beliefs like “wanting money means I’m a greedy bitch” and introduced beliefs that I resonate with such as “money is a healing tool, access to money means I am able to be more generous and make an impact on the world in the way that I want to.” Money is innocent. People have all kinds of shit and nastiness that they put onto money, but money in its essence is pure. Try it on for yourself….say out loud “I love money.” What happens in your body? Say it out loud. What happens to your voice?
First, this photo is of me when my creativity was BURSTING through the seams of my body….because of pelvic bowl work. More on how that relates to MONEY below. (Side note: the root…pelvic floor, is associated with resources, survival, access to healing, shame and guilt. It’s our most basic primal level in the body. The root is deeply connected to working with money, resources, finances, and shame around it all).
Being in the world of unleashing the TRUTH of the femme power of the body is so interesting because I KNOW the results I’m offering are 100%. Every. Single. Time…it’s powerful. And it’s not me. I am a conduit & messenger for this offering but really, it’s the work & the magnificence of the true power of your body…..it’s all inside of you.
This is my biggest offering to you: THIS IS YOU! YOU ARE POWERFUL! OWN IT!
If you know you’re supposed to work with me, you know. And if you want to go at this alone or with another practitioner, do that. I’m your biggest cheerleader to follow what’s true. If you know this road and you’ve got the tools and don’t feel you need more, right on and power to you! I KNOW 100% that the people I work with are ready for this when they make their way to me. And sometimes the MONEY piece becomes sticky. Resistance, big emotions, fears, and money stories come in. I’m noticing some common things and maybe it will help you to normalize if this is happening for you:
1. Any other thing can seem more important than investing money on this part of your body and journey.
Your pet’s medical bills, your kids need school supplies, upcoming travel plans, your business expenses….Whatever, that list never stops. If this is something you know is right, What would it be like to put yourself first? Putting yourself ahead of your partners’ or kids’ needs may not even be in your awareness as a “possibility”, but I say it’s time for women to let go of those patterns. INTERRUPT the over-giving. Begin to see how the system has taught you that YOUR energy, time, and money is for everyone else except you. (ps: Fuck that sh*t).
2. You wonder if this can really work for you.
Something about your mindset tells you that whatever current contraction in your life / body is meant to be here forever. You’ve convinced yourself that you’re so fucked up, nothing works for you and there’s no point in opening yourself up to the vulnerability (trust me, this is a vulnerable process, I don’t lie about that). You’re going to wait until the miraculous spontaneous healing shows up without doing your emotional work, or worse you’re just going to be where you are, indefinitely.
3. You don’t believe you truly deserve or are worth it.
Because of your life, the past, the agreements you’ve made, you genuinely believe you don’t deserve pleasure, joy, love, respect, healing, and fulfillment.
4. You’re scared about the money. Money is shameful and not to be trusted, money shame and guilt runs through your cells.
Your beliefs about money (example: “wanting money is greedy”) impacts your choices so heavily you feel ashamed when you do spend money and deprived when you don’t. Any investment in yourself means it must be a waste of money. You’ve invested before and been disappointed. This is crippling. Try this on, say to yourself “Money is easeful. I am allowed to have money just because.” What happens in your body? Do you know how to receive and hold money? Do you know how to tolerate money and resources. Are you ready to see money as a healing tool?
5. At the core of it all, you’re afraid that if this isn’t “the fix”
Every time someone has told you that you’re broken, beyond help, stupid, or whatever else will be TRUE. You are scared of that BS being affirmed and it seems much safer to avoid it all together and tell yourself to just “pull it together” and that you don’t need support.
I call BS! I do this from a place of such love because I know those stories. Since I stepped into healing my pelvic bowl, my place of power and the essence of my being, EVERYthing shifted. I had to contact myself and let myself be known and felt at my deepest core to finally realize my full power. Consider….
1. Number ONE is your well-being.
You are the most important foundation to the expansion and fulfillment of your own life and your family. If you are a mother, have you noticed that when you’re doing well your loved ones seem to buzz around you? When you are doing well, you can show up all the way for LIFE and those you love. When we are truly serving and feel we have a sense of purpose and also feel deeply connected to ourselves, the world benefits.
2. This works. Bottom line.
No matter what you’ve been through. No matter the scars and wounds you’ve suffered, there is NOTHING that cannot heal. Nothing. From the deepest suffering comes the deepest expansion and bliss. Trust me. There’s no need for detail here but I have seen multiple UNSPEAKABLE traumas release from people’s bodies and the most shut-down body open up into power and love. Sometimes it is intense. Yet, it can be gentle and loving. Do not be afraid.
3. You are worth it.
You are here on this planet. It is time to stomp those feet and OWN YOUR SPACE! What will you offer to the world if you are small, shameful, and sulking through life? Nothing. How can you impact the world, those you love, your own body, and your community better? Show up and do your healing work. This benefits EACH person you mentor, love, teach, and speak to. I am CALLING YOU. It is time.
4. Any investment you EVER make in yourself is well spent.
Even if it never comes back to you (and don’t be fooled, this work impacts your creativity / cognitive power / money beliefs and patterns of receptivity which impacts your bank account). Once you are connected to your own magnetism and have released money shame and guilt, your whole relationship to money changes. Don’t believe me? Look at the people in this world who are connected to their power and their pelvic bowl. Look at the people who move their hips. Are they grounded? Thriving? Happier? Powerful? Why would you think this would be different for you?
5. Anyone in your life who has not believed in you, criticized you, abused you, said nasty things, or simply couldn’t recognize you for who you are…..they were WRONG.
That was about them, not you. You believed it to be true because you’re a sensitive being but this is your chance to master the art of being a sensitive person. Sensitivity is a gift that takes deep learning. And now we say NO MORE to the abuse and instead open up to deep love, grace, power, respect, pleasure, and all of the expansion in the universe that wants to run through your body.
So? What’s it gonna be? Are you going to show up? Are you going to choose something different even though it may make you feel a little sick to do so?
Ok ! Done. That speech I don’t pull out all the time but I had to unpack this because money stuff is UP. With what’s happening in the USA around politics, money, power, women’s bodies, the #metoo movement, survival, shame and guilt……this is a big one.
Your power and body is your BIRTHRIGHT. This is available to you. Do you trust yourself? Write to me , I want to connect with you.
ps: In this photo collaboration I explored having the cosmos painted onto my body, and because of how MUCH I have invested in getting connected to my body, it was one of the most creative phases of my life!